Another one of those sugar coated term. Euphemism, that's the word right? He's not firing me. No no no, he's "letting me go". Like I had requested to be set free or some shit. I didn't think that I would get so upset over this, but it definitely made me cry immediately. I strive to do so well, and I feel like I always fall short. Of course, this was just a summer job but what if I suck at the actual "important" jobs?! It's frustrating to me because although I could think 'oh i get some time off'. I don't do that. I think Scott is already paying for everything and now he is going to have to pay for even more. He's such a sweetheart though. He sent me a text *he had to leave for work right in the middle of my meltdown* . . .the text said. . ."I'm still proud of you for following your heart. Fuck them if they don't see it. Just enjoy your time off".